Sun Nov 3 2024

Early yesterday morning I bought a pipe to smoke my weed out of. I realized that the blunts and spliffs I have been rolling haven’t been “getting the job done.” I smoked out of it this morning and I feel incredible. My chest feels light, my balls feel heavy, my shoulders don’t ache, and my eyes are stuck in a squint. I look and feel sexy right now.

I saw the brothers on Halloween. We watched movies and talked a bit about the spirit world. I kind of shut down the conversation. I wasn’t all that interested in exploring astral projection and spiritual callings. I don’t think any of us dressed up. I now have two Costco-sized bags of chips in my cupboards. They throw off the aesthetic.

Brother said he is thinking about dropping booze and smoking weed again. I don’t know what he waits for. Everything is easy and beautiful here. I mean, there are definitely bad things about smoking weed. I haven’t dreamed in ages. I wonder what I am missing if anything at all. Hehe, we will never know. Journeys go the way they are supposed to.